It 'difficult to explain what I dream recently: a mix of reality, meetings dream and dream real in the sense of timeless, spaceless ...
The reality is the most stark; like a mother standing on a chair before the pulpit, or as a hospital with no way out, the food trasmessomi intravenous ... or examination to which they are repeatedly rejected: This might seem like the easiest part to live and play, but underneath it's the meanest, the most archetypal, that reminds me of the origins of all the trauma that I'm slowly overcoming.
The meetings are the most useful dream, are revealing, because I can talk with those parts of me that are not in the open during the day. I can understand why the attitudes of my thousand. One night I meet a different mother, one night a father who is not my one night a gypsy and a night yet brother died ... These are dreams that do not show me nothing but my innumerable facets, revealing for what I am.
[I refer here to the speech that Michael showed me in Naples: the time is ripe for me, now I just want to have the courage to come forward.]
The dream is real for the time being the least understood of my sleep. Dreaming has always been for me a lot of fun and evasive, as well as tragic and dramatic, indeed like any other histrionic side of my existence (note well: histrionic, not narcissistic!), But I want to understand the real meaning of all those objects that occur and which have a role that I can understand how lighting: the scrolls a bit 'new a bit' old, a wonderful display of hats from the Belle Epoque ...
remains important for me to dream, as well as breathing and eating (even if my relationship with food is a bit counter that does not mean I do not see fit to survival), and the dream is a sort of revelation from which the mind, and so the man can not escape: the dream world before you open, because the world is you and nothing but you. And that is when your world (a sort of psychic truth of its own) then you open that you hold the key to the whole world! This seems rather simplistic
so my outlook on life, but I think so which is:
man needs to understand, first of himself, as a result and therefore normally, the other, the whole world, the reality that surrounds him, dell'universus in full (Universus in the sense of "all things" ). To explain everything in terms filomatematici I could say that the understanding of his world is a condition strictly necessary but not sufficient for understanding dell'universus.
strictly necessary for the reasons I mentioned earlier: a bit 'meaning to Jung, I argue that only by understanding the intimate and personal unconscious can be accessed as if by magic into the collective unconscious ["What comes after death is something of a glow so unspeakable, that our imagination and our senses can not even conceive of approximately ... Sooner or later, the dead become one with us, but in actual reality, we know little or nothing of that way of being. What we know of this land, after death? The dissolution of our eternity does not involve a temporary loss of meaning: rather, we hear all members of one body "], not just because it seems to me quite logical, there is also limited to those who understand their world and not has the ability to go further (eg to recognize their own autistic world, which is also its own security, but what lies beyond is a threat to them; In fact it should be noted that every symptom is a kind of arrangement that the mind is to live peacefully for better or worse).
And perhaps, almost certainly, that is why until now most of my relationships have gone a bit 'down the drain. They need all times, even without making a fuss of being surrounded by people in their own way stable, which ended up destabilized because of me, they sought the stability that I'd need, find it in me. I created some reports 'a bit sick' employees, not realizing that happiness and stability depended and still depend on me.
Well, a quantum leap, a leap psychic (I call it "area of proximal development "taking inspiration from Vygotsky, though he refers to cognitive development and not personal, as I do) for three months, from total darkness to light.
AU REVOIR!
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