Sunday, June 21, 2009

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Reflection

Last night I had the opportunity to speak at length with a girl ... that made me open my eyes to many things, a bit 'the same things I talk about my psychotherapist (now ex-therapist) and a bit' the same things that I send my body through illness.
When you are at a crossroads ... what? expect many, many people think, however many you throw is a bit 'on the right, a little' left, while others decide on a road only ...
and that's how my body through the disease, which is'? remains anchored to this junction ... does not know what to keep in the body, nor what to let go ... is a problem of discrimination rooted in my psyche, which has hosted the cries for help, and therefore has been poured in a chronic organism.
Well, it's a life that I still live at the crossroads. Why to choose when things can happen by itself? ... In fact choose not only brought me trouble so far ... in both the personal and romantic life, as well as "working."
There is the right and left, both with equally possible and with as many forks ... and frankly, in retrospect, I wonder, and once I remain firm in front of the fork? nothing will happen: not thinking of moving some operations ... not is the power of the mind to make things happen (at least I see the so ...); instead of acting, which is open with the light or the light closed, or with a small lamp or a candle, it makes us move from this situation of stalemate.
Instead we have to do is choose a side street, groping, touching, touch, maybe we will not have the clarity to understand what to do and we will take a lot of heads, but in doing so we definitely felt that way makes us tested. But if we are still at the crossroads, we will never know what we reserve the various possibilities, we roderemo and develop the interior (I think I was a fine example) and chronic autoimmune diseases ...

























it took me many months to figure this thing, and has been with the help of a person, perhaps discovery by chance (now I have to thank) that I realized what I do now, today, to feel really good. This person is a guy who I found to be more present in my life than I thought, a person present for several years but had never considered a different perspective, a person who was present when I was in Aviano, a person who when I was in house sitting on the toilet was present, a person who I have to thank you really interested. She was able to respect my time and smiled when I told him that I can not eat ice cream ...
It made me realize that I gave you the wrong amount other than that I should give it to me, made me realize how important the individual than the group ...
Yet after a while 'made me understand that my path in some respects, is another. With this person, yes, I've rediscovered the love, but not in the way that you can understand ... I discovered a side of love that I thought I lost.
So, thanks, and because of him, I found myself once again at a crossroads. Now the therapist is no more, and not because is dead, simply because he saw that I went out by herself from a situation of shit that I challenge anyone to live. A few days ago told me that it is concerned I do not need therapy ...
This time, trovatami before the junction, I decided quickly. There were half a (are) my love life, my emotional life, my sensibility, my past, my present, my future and my Erasmus in Spain. I reasoned, trying to see beyond appearances, trying to reconcile as far as possible the reasonable mind with the instinctive heart / feeling, and I finally concluded, as well as acted. Which ever way you solve and develop the things that I have given the input I serene ... because I chose instead to remain fixed in a dazed or courage to choose.

[I'm gaining weight again :-) I was passed by 48 to 39 kg, with a peak at least 37 ... and is currently weighing almost 43 kg. I would like to see the whole world that I have my period back after months of artificial cycle. Unfortunately there are people who greeted me in my worst moment, around February and March that now do not see these changes in me, I feel sorry for them mainly because they will in the future, an opinion of me really different from what they are .. . and perhaps these people, deep down, are so taken by themselves not to change his mind about whether someone, even if immersed in shit, can come out!
I'm sorry for those who step in when the table looks at me with eyes when you see an anorexic girl and I'm sorry for those who work in the canteen every day tells me that I can only eat white pasta.] But thank

with the heart that some people were able to understand my pain in recent months ... are people that maybe I never really thanked ... and that in times of need, though I have a character of shit, have accepted with a spoon. People jump out of nowhere, people had not seen in months ...
In retrospect I conclude that: I am overjoyed to have spent these months in hell, not because I have an impeccable Leopardi's pessimistic, simply because thanks to the shit I upped the joy of living.

Friday, June 19, 2009

How Do I Use Tileboards For Showers

final rating of a cat

[... I was with Nik, Bedo and cry. All four were about to leave, when Nik told us he had to go and get alcohol and drugs. We spent € 50 per person including beer and drugs ... I believe I was not so much because I knew that I would not have eaten any of that, except beers. Change

scene told me that suddenly had to leave for Russia and that they went with the car of someone who gave him a ride, then we started to organize all your bags, though I'd be playing.
I pulled my towel on the ground that was full of moths, giant caterpillars, spiders and other insects squashed giant half-dead.
Scene change
Someone told me that he had to write words with Q, and those with CQ than with C. Change

scene I was finally supported my philosophy exam, the judge was a black cat that ran away suddenly.
The teacher asked me to speak of the primacy of practical reason of Fichte, but I quotes the highest good of Kant, as well as the three principles of God, immortality of the soul and freedom. And at some
told her that despite everything we are all homo homini lupus. Change

scene I went to ask Martin if you were paying the dog who had to judge, but told me it was busy, so I took my red cat Mimi. I put it in place of the judge and continued talking. Mimi about thirty seconds after he fell asleep, and the teachers told me that if the cats are sleeping better listen ...]

[... I found myself with my mother and my ex in a shop of children, and my mother was pregnant again, had not yet said but everyone knew it! I took one beautiful fish-shaped frame within which he could put his picture along with the new baby (was a little girl, small and blonde!). My ex
wandered in search of a robe for his cousin ...]

Wednesday, June 17, 2009

Pokemon Battle Revolution Besplatno Skidanje

New dreams with one subject

I went to the hospital to visit my ex ... was very bad ... and I went with my dear friend. In front of my ex started talking about the blond with which I am currently attending ... and him as if nothing had a bit 'listened, a bit' was another. Suddenly I found myself with
Bedo around the city, and an immigrant Muslim asked me 50 €, I gave it to him ... then he stole my bag telling me that he would never come back if I had not given those 50 €.
the sun was rising, Bedo and I were in the same place as before, and we saw the Mecca, when people started to get on the ground to pray ... so did my friend and I asked why since it was not Muslim. I did too. After the prayer
arrivammmo university and there were all students ersamus, including a large number of Dutch. There I met the blond
me babbling something about the two of us, but especially about my ex knows that too!
Me and my ex we looked at and we knew wanted to get back together. Cheerful and happy, joking together for a period that I and we had attended the fair.



I was pregnant, but not my ex, nor any other man, pregnant and all. The girl was born Aug. 15! I was back with the coriera a place full of gypsies (a fact I spoke in English making me see five Eruo burned) ...
coriera picked too soon entered into five euro from the ground!
There I was with my grandmother and my classmate who has abused a child and the way we met another friend of mine who was a child was violently beaten by his father!
arrived in Trieste ... was August 17th (my birthday), x walking the city, without the child, and I saw my ex that does not even stop to greet me. I walked over, I passed the church of Ross Street and saw a coffin with a funeral car! My ex followed me down the street, coming back, scrutinizing, but always in the shadow: none of them spoke and greeted each other. And that silence was destroying both.



I had to attend a race by race, but I had stolen the car in which were the trainers for racing. I tried desperately to ... Meanwhile
was my former who had dyed his hair blond (he is morissimo! and it sounds like a blond joke !!!)... I told them it was because both dyed their hair now everyone did what they wanted and were in many tingerseli ...

Saturday, June 6, 2009

South Park Quicktime Streams

Everything bleeds bleeds

convince my mom that was cut (with a kitchen knife), the left thumb of the hand, foot and big toe snistro the left breast.
She cut these three parts of the body, although no body parts began to feel sick, I lost too much blood and suffering also from within. Incorporated the shreds of my body and tried to hang him: with kitchen towels and glue.
scene change
I decided to rush to the hospital because I was really bad (I went to the hospital ... just because the child is actually really close to my house) and doctors of the hospital (they were one man and one woman) band and all they saw me coming bloody ...
explained to them that I had convinced my mom to cut those parts of the body, but they did not believe it and thought I was part of a satanic cult super secret and I was going to be immortalized.
scene change
now riattaccatti the shreds to the body were becoming gangrenous, were yellowing and beginning to lose all life.
scene change
My mom told me that until I riattaccatto those parts would not be adequately match for the holiday in the mountains.

Friday, June 5, 2009

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Last 2

[... The cramps were getting stronger, but I knew that my gut was behaving like that. It was a habit, but now sad lasting habit. We did not even notice it, so that kept going around the city.
scene change
cramps stopped, almost. But I started to bleed from the vagina ... like menstruation, I have rarely had that course had begun. I knew that was not my period, I knew it was nothing. The uterus was sore, stinging and I felt a void in the deadly underbelly.
Exchange
I wandered into the car scene with my parents, who did not want to take me to their head in osepedale because my pains were immagginari, so I went to see this blood flowing from my legs. It was just a really nice show, especially because I did not have the emotional strength to control the tears.
The blood came out and out ... and did not stop.
scene change
continue to run in the car, round, without a goal, the goal was not to take me to hospital ...]